Why i keep bLAMMing On myself?

Juz now ab 1am, he called me for help....and me juz rush to his place...juz try to see whether can give some help or not(even me not really good lar,coz long time din touch on those subject)!When reach there, juz ask ab wat mark did he get for last assignment(coz i hav help him some....),and he say very low....wahCao,i oso can't believe is very low....lar!Me can't really believe oso coz compare to others....(most are copied and still can get high mark compare to him, me oredi edited for him but yet get low mark)!He say he is no mood....,the moment he say he is no mood.......,my heart suddenly beating very fast....,i like feel tat i make some1 to get low mark.....even i try to help him!How come.......?Me dun really have mood at tat moment...even he din say wat ab me lar!But me juz think tat coz of me.....oh,tis feeling really unpleasant!!What shud i do.....?Dun care?Try to find some solution for him?Or.........haiz!hav to cont my revision liao......!!

How i am release my anger?

^The Anger^
* I use 6-8 hits,after 3 Hits from my housemates!

Juz now...i call and call..the agent(J...O....S...E....P...H Chu),the one with money face.......,Owes....smile...but owes we think that is money face....!i really can't stand with his attitude liao...i juz wan to ask him to get a key......coz i accidentally locked me out of my room...,and plus me lotz of homework and assignment..in there!Why i still writting blog...coz i really wan to show my anger.....!i really can't tahan...liao,i won break my door..if he will receive my call....but,wat shud i do...climb in??hard for me...coz me a bit fat...currently(sTreSS).....haha!dun care lar........This agent ar...we owes say he is money face....owes content in his conversation mus relate to money.....!ShiT lar....ask him to eat shiT.......lar!haiz...i will choose not to say those word...if he is Ok.....but he is really really not Ok........!ask him fix.....the window,about 3 years liao.....not ever do...(coz sometime got lotz of insect "visit" me),ok,i dun care....!currently our washing machine oso got pro.....ask him fix......ya,he ask ppl fix....!WaT......during late nite...hav to wake up....to close d paip.....coZ........the thing....he fiXed ar.....still "RoSak"....2 times liao....!i really really wan to scold him liao....but wat to do....ppl with 40++ years old liao....,dun care lor.....Till juz now...i knock my door...i realize tat how i so angry ab him oredi....!ok....that's all for 2day...!Oops...think how to ask tat "money face" to fix the door for me hor!!Hehe